Long time, no blog...

To say the very least, it has been a long time since I paid any attention to my blog... What can I say? Life is busy... I'm no longer a married man. I have profoundly mixed feelings about that. A very traditional part of me wasn't happy since marriage was supposed to be until death did us part and all that jazz. Perhaps if my ex-wife had remained the person who she appeared to be when we met, dated and moved in together... even when we married... but that didn't happen. Part of me appreciates the freedom. At this point, I believe the person who I feel in love with and married was an artificial construct, a persona that acted as bait for the trap. It is never easy to admit to having been thoroughly and completely taken in by someone but such was the case. I was never particularly interested in psychology but now I find I'm reading about Narcissistic Personality Disorder and other so-called "Cluster B" disorders and seeing my ex-wife's various aberrant behaviours in a new light... an unpleasant light... The line between Narcissistic Personality Disorder and full-blown sociopath isn't all that thick or all that well-defined. I can't say I'm going to suddenly start blogging regularly but perhaps I won't stay away quite so long... In the meantime, relax...